Back to the Future
is no secret and I'm ashamed to tell you that for a while I attended to a psychiatrist. Therapy was at the same time. The two mines were working together.
When I started feeling better, I put the doctor gave me something very scared: I did not know if I was better, or if I felt better because I was re tabletting. Much later, and completed the treatment, I learned that this is something that question almost all patients who take psychiatric medication. But I did not know and was something that gave me a terrible panic.
In the final analysis, the question is whether you're feeling things for yourself or a cocktail of milligrams of God knows what. You can not tell if your feelings are unique or if what you have are feelings chemicals.
is a horrible feeling, is like being a robot to realize they are being handled by remote control but does not know by whom.
The doctor told me not to worry, that I felt were my own feelings, and in the long run would find my cycles.
Today I went back to feel distress. Chiquita distress, very young. And I know it's mine, I know it's real, and I know how to handle it, I know what to do with it and I'm keeping until I get bored or go alone.
That's right: the sleeping pills are the best thing that happened to humanity. Even better than the Tamagotchi, look what I say.
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